Hm, ok.

Well, hello there friends. In the past week or so, a couple of things have happened that have formed sort of a roller coaster in my head. It's kind of strange, I suppose. Or rather, it feels strange.

Last week, I got into a fairly large argument with Alex. We always argue, sure, but this was different. It was like how we used to argue and become the most immature people who ever lived. It gets really personal and we both use everything at our disposal against each other. We've just... known each other too long to be able to fight fairly. It's unfortunate, but at this point in time, it's resolved and I feel like it's resolved to a good point where things will be solid for a long time. But, I don't know. I thought it was solid last week... and then he just got bent. So, maybe the arguments just inevitably happen.

This week, late Monday night, I learned that my ex boyfriend, Chase had passed away. That's still kind of eating me up a bit, but it's getting less difficult. He was riding his bike with his boyfriend, Jaren, on the back and crashed... and he passed away, but Jaren is relatively ok. He has cuts and bruises and a broken pelvis... which sucks, because he couldn't go to Chase's funeral and I'm pretty sure he has to be kept in a medically induced coma for awhile. I wanted to visit him in the hospital, but then I figured that only his family could be in there... so, I don't know. I didn't know him well anyway. It probably just would have been awkward, though I still plan on talking to him about it when times are fit.

On Wednesday, really early in the morning, like just after midnight... my mother had her baby. It turned out to be a girl and my mother named her Charlotte Carrier Oberman-Morales. I suggested both names, Charlotte and Carrier... so I'm kind of stoked that my mom picked them for it. So far, I like Charlotte, but she's annoying as all Hell. The walls here at my mom's house are paper thin... so I'm constantly woken up by her mewling and crying. Nicky and I will probably head back to our place soon because of it.
Here's Charlotte:

So, yeah. That's it. It's pretty cute, I guess... and it's my sister... so I'm it's brother. That's weird. I'm actually closer to my mother in age than this baby, if that's not weird enough.

Friday night, I got bored and I was bopping around my room and I found some stuff which pleased me... so, I ended up tripping the night away. I was convinced that the floor was actual lava and Nicky and I were stuck on our bed unable to get away. The room had also turned into water, as did my legs. My legs were water in a room full of water. Yeah. Then I "passed out" or rather, fell asleep... and my explanation for that was that it was from not being able to breathe in the room full of water... It was just a funny night and it's kind of great to go back and read my aim conversations and see how fucking crazy I sounded.

Yesterday... meh. I just went out for a bit. It was kind of fun, though. I got a couple of books and a bagel. I love bagels. Kelly came over last night and hung out for an hour. I missed her. She's great.

Now, I'm getting stoned. Yay.

-Peter