Inconsistencies.

It's late, and Nicky and I are getting ready to head up to bed... but, I wanted to type this up tonight rather than tomorrow.

First, my day. I had a two-hour delay for school, so that was fun... I actually woke up regular time and Nicky and I watched a movie. He ended up going to work two hours late too so he had to work until 6 rather than 4. =.L But, that was ok, I guess. School was rather boring... same old, same old. It was snowing again by the end of the day, but I had my coat on, so it was all good. Mitch drove me home as he does usually, but one thing as different... as we came around this sharp curve, he hit a tree. Not a tree in the ground mind you. A Christmas tree that someone had strew across the road in the exact area that you couldn't see til you hit it. How convenient. I think it was done purposely, but no harm done. Mitch just ran right over it and flew into a fit of obscenities. It's actually funny, looking back even thought I was like o.o at the time. x3 When I got home, I made some soup and ate it and then I got on puter as usual. I was talking to Alex on msn, but he was pissing me off... you see, I was trying to call Nicky and he wouldn't pick up and I told Alex, and he was like "he's cheating on you." and I got mad, so I blocked him. Then, Alex, the ever-cunning little cunt called me... and I was like "ugh". So, I left the phone on. But then, I  was like, well, what if Nicky calls... so, I turned it back on, tried again, and he picked up. =.3 I told him what Alex said and he said "I am..." and I was like "..." and he said "just kidding" but I hung up anyway. Nicky called back and I picked up. >.> then he got home soon after and my mother sat here watching the evening news with us. She said some things that I didn't listen to, but she always does... meh. Then, Nicky became a pest and we battled and I won. =.3

Second, my thoughts. I'm actually having a decent day. I only got really upset once... and I was thinking about Daniel again... =.\ I wrote something for him and everything. I know I shouldn't be so attached to him, but I can't help it... I guess I lied. I got upset twice. I thought about David today too... and how I do love him, and ho I gave him chance after chance and how he fucked up my life a little, but I'm not blaming him... he didn't make me do things, usually, but he did things that made me feel like I had to do certain things... and those things, I still do today. Now, before anyone gets up in arms, I don't cut... I never have and I never will. It's not in my personality to do that and I get upset with people who do... =.\ I think I'm going to draw tomorrow. I'm in the mood to just... draw things. Anything I guess.

I've been listening to Set Your Goals obsessively and posting it all on tumblr. x3 I'm going to see then on February 5th, as I stated before... haha. I'm so repetitive. I bet it's annoying, but oh well. I suppose I'll go to beddie now.

Night night. <3

-Peter