This Is The Fist Day Of My Life... Glad I Didn't Die Before I Met You...

Well, hello everyone. Tonight was just dandy... so dandy, I might just have to throw down some hard liquor to make it even better.

Well, that was a bit dramatic... my night wasn't even bad.. it was good. I'm just... blah. But, I'll get to that after I discuss the last few days or so.

Well, on Tuesday, I made the decision to smoke before I went to school, and that reduced my judgment and made me think I was tough. then, in first block, this douche said something that I no longer remember what it was, but it rubbed me the wrong way and I threw a punch. I fail to remember anything after that until sitting in the office with a fat lip and throbbing head. After that little charade, I got inschool for the rest of the week. But, today, my teacher got me pardoned from it because we had parties and I was bringing oreos. Apparently, she loves them as much as I do... but, anyway.

Yesterday, school was boring... sitting in inschool all day... just, bored and making paper things. Haylyn got mad at me for talking to Tanny and she was all REWH$#%TYH%HRT... so, I just ignored her and moved on. But, then... I got mad again because people were whispering 'I bet he's cheating on Nick with Dillon.' I was just like... ugh. And I started getting mad, but he told me to ignore them and he kissied my neck and then I wasn't mad. Like, he's my best friend and I love him and I find him very attractive, but I'm not inlove with him, and he's "straight". He just acts homosexual sometimes.

Then, after school yesterday, I just hung out with Nicky for awhile and stuffs. It was nice and relaxing. I wasn't out of my mind depressed, but I wasn't off the walls happy either.

Today was good... I went to school did that up... Then I came home and waited for Nicky. After he got home, my mother called and said she was picking up the tree. So, she got that and we helped her set it up. Then, we left and went to get some food, and we also went out to eat. I was getting more and more... dreadful... as the night went on and I just started crying eventually. =.\ I felt bad because Nicky always puts up with it and he shouldn't have to. He tried to cheer me up by taking me to the pet shop and playing with the kittens... they were cute. Little grey ones with flat faces and orange eyes. I cried some more on the ride home and Nicky held my hand. It made me smile.

He's very good at being there when I need him.

Now we're home, sitting around. I'm kind of tired, but I don't feel like going to bed. I think Nicky wants to watch a movie together or something. That will be nice. I really don't feel like going to school tomorrow because I have a quiz and I'd rather not take it... like, I want to stay home so badly... and if I don't set my alarm, I might be able to weasel another day out of Nicky. He tries to make me go to school... and then he gets swatted.

I got my mother's presents tonight... some odd jellies like Red Pepper and Hot Pepper Peach or something, some lemonade, a mug, a tea spoon thing, and a few varieties of muffin mix. I know. I went all out. It really seems like I'm kissing up for something.

Nicky and I may have gotten a little something for our entertainment... later. =.3

Well, I'm going now, I guess. It was nice reflecting for all of you.

Au revoir.

-Peter