Schtuffs.

Once upon a time there was a silly little hamster and the silly little hamster liked acorns. But, he was trapped in a cage and this restrained him from getting acorns. So one day, he saw a little squirrel and the little squirrel had two acorns. The silly little hamster asked it if he could have one and the little squirrel said yes. He went over to the cage and gave that hamster an acorn and they ate together, but the acorns were full of cyanide... and they both died. The end.

There are sirens outside of my house, and I have a headache. Not a cute mix... I'm on the comedown off of a high which was nice at first but now I'm all... yerrrherrr...

Nicky is too... he was yelling at my mom earlier. ^^ It was so funny... and to make it funnier... She hit him in the shoulder and he just laughed more and more and than he fell asleep. Silly little bear... *kissies*

I'm trying to catch my place in story writing. I'm not very practiced in it, but I'm working on it... FYI... the above story is not a sample of where I am with story writing... it's just a lil thing that I wrote for Haley when I was high/bored.

I have to apply to Marlboro College yet... I really want to go there. I could double major in Fine Arts and Biochemistry. Plus, they have a course on Theory of Quantum Physics rather than the math portion. I'd like to check that out.

I'm thinking a lot about Daniel again, what with all this about Nolan. It reminds me of how easily I fall in love. I probably shouldn't, but it's my personality. I cant help it. *sigh* With falling in love, comes getting hurt... and Daniel hurt me, but it's not his fault. He didn't try to hurt me. His death hurt me... I miss him. Even if he didn't want to be together, I'd have just been friends. He was nice to be around. Always laughing and joking... happy. It was infectious. After he died, my sanity took a nose dive and I was in an "I'll never be happy again" mentality... but, Alex helped a bit, but... Nicky is what really saved me. *sigh*

I like talking about it because it helps me remember and I like remembering him, even when it hurts. It makes me smile and sometimes laugh. I want to find a decent picture of him. I know I have some, but they're put away. His face is fading from my memories and I want to refresh myself... I remember his hair and hands perfectly though. =.)

On a happier note, Nicky looks cute asleep in his chair, but he subconsciously spread his legs and he looks odd.

And now, he briefly woke up asked me "Will you put on a bra so I can take it off of you?" and fell back to sleep. Oddities. haha. Je l'aime. ^^

-Peter